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Life sucks

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 12 月 24 日 17:15:02 - 360 User Views

Life sucks and fucks,
that too with an attitude
feels that we are just pawns
on the hands of those
who are just clowns
feel such a thing
and u feel a shit in u
faking your own identity
with an inherent choice
made with a messy heart
making u feel like
a funky two-legged pet
pissing here and there
with a heart-felt shame
Only God knows why were we born
I don’t, and nor does
my heart, mind and soul
living each day
like a yesterday
we complete each hour
of life with an uncertainty
a kind of unsensed fear
fills our already dumb minds
reigning an unknown era of life
feeling our own dumb ass-hole
in everything we do
in every thought that passes
in every miss
in every piss
in every fart
in every sense of art
looks like there arent any
who can catch up these
fucking journey or flight
living the same as others
thinking identical
doing the same shit
for reasons which
we dont get
we eventually will die off
the same death as others
dying for reasons
held in dark, secrets
we will be remembered
as a being
who lived for no real reason
and died eventually
again for no reason at all

Is it your decision?

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 12 月 24 日 00:30:18 - 286 User Views

Fine, I’ll take it.

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Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 12 月 21 日 20:11:07 - 149 User Views

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我的人生是怎麼了？

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 11 月 30 日 20:29:43 - 318 User Views

一路走來，始終只有影子陪伴。

我以前的開朗到哪去了？
我以前的樂觀到哪去了？
我以前的笑容到哪去了？

為什麼全部都要離我而去？
為什麼每到假日，這種絕望的心情就油然而生？

這些年來，我熬過了太多煎熬，一次又一次的考驗，我始終坦然面對。
但是這次，我崩潰…

我輸了
就算讓我贏得了世界又如何？

我想，沒有人會懂
是不是該…就此遠離塵囂、人間蒸發？

Disdain

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 11 月 29 日 21:25:40 - 378 User Views

無知並不是一件可恥的事情，不願學習用正確的方法做事情才是最可恥的。
最不了解自己的人，總認為自己最了不起。

You know what I mean.
Damn it!