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Do we have to do this?

Posted by essoduke - 8 月 12, 2008 at 11:08:48 am - 455 User Views

Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life’s nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range

There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it’s now time to cry

A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops my soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll

#Sweett

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Posted by essoduke - 8 月 10, 2008 at 06:08:35 am - 330 User Views

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自私

Posted by essoduke - 8 月 7, 2008 at 10:08:10 pm - 188 User Views

對不起，是我忽略了你的感受，我必須要為我的態度道歉。

其實我能理解你目前的想法，畢竟你是個責任感很重、很好強的人，而我也曾答應過這段時間要讓你好好衝刺，卻出爾反爾。

我真的是個很自私的傢伙，不只沒有體諒你目前的處境，反而太過於在乎，卻沒發現這對你其實是一種很大的窒礙、壓力，請相信我，接下來的時間我會懂得怎麼做的。

但是，我依舊不想放手，請你原諒我的自私，也請接受我的道歉…對不起。

尊重

Posted by essoduke - 8 月 6, 2008 at 10:08:40 pm - 138 User Views

我何必自找麻煩拿熱臉去貼冷屁股？
這樣只換來冷淡不已的對待，連最基本的尊重都得不到。

我不知道我到底哪裡得罪了你？我承認我很遲鈍，聽不懂你話中含意。
所以，如果你對我有任何不爽，或是認為我不夠資格和你當朋友，麻煩請直說，我不想再揣測些什麼。

反正一切都是我一廂情願，怪不得誰，你高興就好。
事到如今，我只想保留我最後的一點點尊嚴…

Oops

Posted by essoduke - 8 月 5, 2008 at 09:08:20 pm - 64 User Views

我該不會是刻意被疏遠了吧？
我還沒搞懂你的想法耶！

真是糟糕…