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罪人

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 12 月 09 日 23:51:16 - 299 User Views

光明的墮落，墮落凡間
闇暗、污濁的我
回歸到渾沌未開、晦暗的邪惡

由於自私，自私造成的我
邪惡的沉澱與攪動…

人心險惡，險惡人心
心或人，人或心？
能否告訴我答案？

天人交戰的偉大界線，兵燹戰禍
是沉淪？是救贖？是原罪？是信仰？

上天堂之於獲救者
正如我之於罪人啊

Xasthur

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 12 月 09 日 18:12:13 - 656 User Views

Xasthur is an American one-man ambient black metal band formed in 1995 by Scott Conner, who goes by the pseudonym 『Malefic』. Although similar in terms of low-fi production and the wearing of corpse paint, musically and lyrically Xasthur’s focus is not on paganism, Satanism or anti-Christian blasphemy – as is common in the genre – but rather on astral projection, darkness, despair, suicide, hate, and death. Quote from Xasthur – Wikipedia

Xasthur Live- Youtube

I’m Listening: Telepathic With The Deceased

1. Entrance into Nothingness – 02:06
2. Slaughtered Useless Beings In A Nihilistic Dream – 6:14
3. Abysmal Depths Are Flooded – 05:24
4. May Your Void Become as Deep as My Hate! – 08:24
5. Telepathic with the Deceased – 03:40
6. A Walk Beyond Utter Blackness – 06:43
7. Cursed Revelations – 04:37
8. Drown into Eternal Twilight – 12:06
9. Murdered Echoes of the Mind – 05:40
10. Exit – 05:40

Reference:

• XASTHUR – Offical Website
• Black Metal – Wikipedia
• 黑金屬音樂 – Wikipedia

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弔逝

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 12 月 08 日 23:15:28 - 274 User Views

蹲在地上玩弄那碎了一地的玻璃
直到驚見被鮮血染紅的手指
才明白，被抽離的永遠只是靈魂

而當靈魂枯竭，身體也就遲鈍
就像是早晨的空氣般無味
使人失去了對生命的敏銳

我想，我看見了死刑的宣判
聽見心碎的聲響

以為瞬間可以成為永遠，只能傻傻期盼
感覺再次出現在路口的那天….

而此刻，只有孤獨相隨

DIE

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 12 月 07 日 20:01:28 - 355 User Views

My heart has no beat
And my eyes has no light

To face death that night
To cross it and leave me behind

I cry to my self
And hear my own voice

Beside the body
And beside my die

死亡是一種深刻的解脫
讓靈魂遠離這一個虛偽、互相利用的世界
而此刻，或許即將應驗…

Congratulation

Posted by essoduke - 2007 年 12 月 07 日 01:58:17 - 367 User Views

Dear, enjoy the result, you deserved this glory.

One who has never tasted what is bitter does not know what is sweet.

對於妳自己的未來，又往前跨了一步。
妳真的很棒！

不需要再討厭自己，妳是多麼地令人驕傲。