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想這一生過平凡的生活
該說的說該做的都去做
為何總是叫人傷心
世界變了不是我
想這一生只愛一個人
與他共度每個晝夜晨昏
結局總是叫人傷心
愛人變了不是我
在善變的感情裡,每愛一次都失敗
在善變的世界中,活像一個小孩
從來從今不做遙不可及的夢
只想一生不負人不負我
La douleur passe, la beaute reste.

Xasthur is an American one-man ambient black metal band formed in 1995 by Scott Conner, who goes by the pseudonym “Malefic”. Although similar in terms of low-fi production and the wearing of corpse paint, musically and lyrically Xasthur’s focus is not on paganism, Satanism or anti-Christian blasphemy – as is common in the genre – but rather on astral projection, darkness, despair, suicide, hate, and death. Quote from Xasthur – Wikipedia
I’m Listening: Telepathic With The Deceased

Reference:
Nickelback – The Official Nickelback Website
nickleback – if everyone cared, host by Youtube
很有力量,卻又悲傷的歌…for you.
從樹下注視著星空,圍繞著群星的衛星讓我們感到疑惑。
我從未夢想過,你將會屬於我。
但今晚此時,你就在我身旁…
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you’d be mine
But here we are, we’re here tonight
Singing amen, i’m alive
Singing amen, i’m alive
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died
And i’m singing
Amen i, i’m alive
Amen i, i’m alive
And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We’ll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing amen i’m alive
Singing amen i’m alive
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died
We’d see the day, we’d see the day
When nobody died
We’d see the day, we’d see the day
When nobody died
We’d see the day when nobody died

被擊倒並非糟糕的失敗,放棄嘗試才是最失敗的結果。
堅強如妳…
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your hometown
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve gotta get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry, Dont cry, Dont cry
The path that I’m walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps til I’m full grown
Fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
Like a little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
I’ll be your best friend
And you’ll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cuz I wanna hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it’s time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity
你的氣息仍在我四周環繞
此刻的你應該正在飛往家鄉的班機上
我需要自我保護的避風港, 寶貝
在人群中與自己相依,如此清晰、安詳與平靜
我希望你能明瞭
這件事我必須獨自去完成
非常個人、自我地
有些事等著我去釐清
我知道我將會想念你、就像孩童總懷念他們的毛毯
但我仍必須為生活向前邁進
該是轉變為大女孩的時刻了
而大女孩是不哭的
不會哭、不會哭、不會哭的
這條我正走的路,我必須獨自將它走完
用宛若嬰兒的腳步直到我長大成人
童話故事並非永遠都有快樂結局,不是嗎
我預知到如果我原地踏步那事情將不可能有轉機
就像校園裡的學生一樣
我們玩著紙牌
我將成為你最要好的朋友
你亦將成為我的情人
如果你願意的話你可以握住我的手
因為我也想這麼做
我們將是玩伴、是情侶並分享著私密
但這該是我回家的時候了
時間晚了、天也黑了
我需要在人群中與自己相依,享受著清晰、安詳與平靜